LET ME ELABORATE ON MY LAST POST.

to expand on my last post since i'm SURE amanda just conveniently assumes that my grandma would've got me to new york if she really supported it.. my grandma was a VERY caring person and she realized that she was getting old- so she didn't know the best or correct way to do things in a way that was successful and guaranteed to be safe for the person she cared enough to speak to EVERY evening on the phone. she also wasn't knowledgable about how to help me get my driver's license again. i'm pretty sure that i had already went through the courage center's driver's program once or maybe twice when she was living. she CLAIMED that amanda would help me get my license again along with a JOB instead of wasting my time and life doing easy ass pointless shit at the courage-LESS center. when i failed the stupid courage center's driving program.. they ALWAYS said, "NEEDS MORE THERAPY." that's funny.. james NOR jesse are completely ambulatory. in fact- james is a quadriplegic and jesse walks with a reverse walker to get around (i used to own a reverse walker until the movers threw it out because it was taking too much room in my apartment). so neither of those guys are more ambulatory/able than me. they just have family who ACTUALLY cares about them. NONE of the things my grandma promised me amanda would do- HAS SHE DONE. i don't understand how someone can live with themselves with the knowledge they lied to their own aunts and made them look like a over-confident crazy old person. maybe because i'm not that shitty of a person. GO BURN SOME FOSSIL FUELS AND VOTE FOR YOUR FAT, BIGOT, LYING FELON OF A MESSIAH GRUMP. i don't have kids yet to worry about their futures like YOU DO. you're voting for that dick because you don't have a brain of your own- so you just go along with your husbands' choices. oh well- not my problem considering he's probably going to deport me to mexico just like kilmar abrego garcia who was waiting for this stupid country to confirm his citizenship (just like i am) when ICE came and arrested him (but he ended up suing the grump administration for wrongly deporting him). i would like to remind amanda that MY LIFE is MY LIFE to deal with the consequences.. NOT YOURS. NOT MY FAKE ASS LAZY MOM'S. MINE. i had to leave for my spanish class earlier, so i didn't have enough time to say EVERYTHING that i meant to post.. hopefully i remembered most of what i forgot to say.